I've been in Jacksonville with L'Arche Harbor House a little over a week now, and I still haven't posted (in this reflection/discernment blog that I haven't really told people about). It's been part busy-ness, part my methodical and distracted nature that makes me first wonder how I should re-name this forum for reflection, every time I open my computer - instead of actually saying something of substance.
So, since I've decided on a name, maybe I should start there: why "Presence and Bewilderment"?
Presence: I recently attended a small group gathering here in Jax (I'm going to use this abbreviation, whether or not it's cool or kosher), where they had each chosen a word they might focus on for the year. I chose the word "presence," because this new year has already been full - and will continue to be full to the brim - with new experiences and people. And I hope to be as present as possible to whatever and whoever is in front of me, as I walk through this year which promises to be full of adventure.
Which brings me to Bewilderment: I have used the phrase "bewildered by the everyday" in describing myself - or it's perhaps something I strive toward. I enjoy being surprised by people and situations. And I find that when I'm truly present to what's around me, I'm more open to being impacted, bewildered, enchanted by the people and things around me. Every day becomes an adventure. And everyday tasks like washing the dishes, sitting with another person, sitting in traffic (God help me) become contemplative, if allowed to be so.
So - as I approach the new experiences that await me, I hope to practice being present to and bewildered by them.
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